Episode 9
This is the first time I am turning his sexual advances down. But the Bible says “defraud not one another”, he quoted. But I have never defrauded you, I am only sick and need to get better so I can make it up to you. All my pleas fell on deaf ears as he grabbed my pant and tore it off me and forced himself on me. Our pastor’s wife taught us in one of our women’s program that there’s nothing like rape in marriage but my husband has just raped me.
“Don’t you think that was rape?”
That night I wept and wet my pillow with my tears. I tried not to hate him but he had begun planting seeds of bitterness in me already. I began to detest him and sex gradually became a nightmare to me. THE MAN I MARRIED is a rapist. When he touched me another night I politely told him I was menstrating but that didn’t stop him. He slept with me all the five days I menstrated. Those times were horrible and painful. I felt like running mad or committing suicide. THE MAN I MARRIED has become a sex addict.
Read Also : The Man I Married – Episode 8
Sometimes I wondered why he will be this cruel and still be used by God. How can a wife beater still pray like heaven will fall? A rapist yet he still preach with the voice of thunder. Cruel but spiritual. Why will prophecy not reveal this MAN I MARRIED? Why would dreams and visions not pick him up and expose his true identity? How can God be too merciful..
This is not the bro David I use to know,too many things beclouded my thought,I was force to believe that our pastor played a fast one on me by hooking me and my Bro David up…
I was forced to walk up to our pastor and ask him what wrong did I commit for him to be punishing me with that beast of a husband,but on the 2nd thought,i felt its not necessary,this is a cross I needed to carry on my own..
Few weeks later,on a Friday my husband in his usual mood was reading his bible as usual,I was in the room preparing for prayer meeting,and all of a sudden he threw the bible on the floor and bounce on me,tearing my bra and unzipped me,made love to me mercilessly,that i had almost had no life in me.
You think I have suffered, no, my suffering just began.
Watch out for the agony of a woman in a wrong marriage in Episode 10 tomorrow morning…..!
Her marital cross is really one of a kind and self inflicted.. Very unfortunate for her ..